Release all attachments, let go of every outcome, every wish, every desire. That is what it feels like to be free. When nothing can ever control you, nothing can ever cause you fear. Your inner self is so strong, so wise and so resilient - that the entire world can be on fire and you remain unburned. That is what it feels like to be free. Nothing physical, nothing on this earth can throw you, shake you, or penetrate you. The only paradox is that so much pain, so much trauma and so much fear eventually transmutes to immortal strength. Call it what you wish; the circle of life, universal law, the eternal round of life and death… it is a beautiful gift.